The last two days have been a struggle. Work has just been incredibly frustrating. My Dad has been in one of his completely irritating whiny moods. I love him to death but he makes all his petty problems seem so severe and disastrous. Most of the time he’s just making everything worse and getting all worked up over something that doesn’t even matter. I really don’t understand him sometimes. Bottom line is he really needs a life coach or something to help him get his priorities straight. He also needs to be on episode of Hoarders to get rid of the clutter he has at home and at the office.
Other than that, my mind has just been all over the place. I’m more and more excited about the direction of my life. I have these goals forming that I want to reach. First is my on-going weight loss goal, second is buying my own car and then continuing on with the personal growth: I’m going to start saving money for dental work. I’m thinking some Invisalign or something, but first I have to see a dentist and determine a plan of attack regarding my phantom canine tooth that just never came in. It’s now a gaping hole and cause for a huge blow to my self-esteem. I feel like people might think I got in a nasty cat fight and as a result lost my tooth. Anyway, I don’t know if that tooth is up in my gums rotting away, if it just disintegrated or if I need some procedure to get it extracted. Whatever the case may be, I’m tired of not being comfortable smiling. I love laughing and smiling and I love my dimples and I’m tired of being envious of everyone who has flawless teeth. So it’s time to stop being bitter about it and blaming others and do something about it.
I think part of my personal growth journey is discovering that a lot of my life I’ve sat back and made excuses for things not happening for me. I want things to be a certain way, but I want others to do it for me. Fact of the matter is, people just are too consumed in their own lives to really help. So rather than stalling because things aren’t working out the way we see them in our heads, we should all just take some action and get out there and do it. Complaining, making excuses, blaming everyone else… let’s face it, if you really want something to happen, the only reason it’s not is because you’re not allowing it! So join me in this movement! Whatever it is you’re too afraid to do, stop with the excuses and reasons why you won’t do it and just DO IT! Anything is possible if you set your mind to it!
This is an ever-changing answer for me. I can throw out a few names out there like Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Orlando Bloom and James McAvoy but I think the most obvious answer here is Prince Caspian himself, Mr. Ben Barnes.
Seriously, don’t deny it. This man is beautiful.
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