Worst Days & Invisibility

Another day another dollar. Today it was back to work for me. Started off with a bang too, I got all this work dumped into my lap as soon as I got in. Then Keight was acting really weird/shady and then went home because she wasn’t feeling good. :C I want the whole story on this, because something isn’t right! I hope you are feeling better, love! So on top of my work, apparently today was “Write a million and a half checks” day. So I was constantly running up and down the stairs on top of trying to finish my work. It all worked out though because the office was relatively quiet and my boss Dad was out of the office for a while so I was able to finish up all my work pretty quickly. Not to mention, staying busy makes the day go by faster! Now I’m going to relax and work on Bliss MB a bit. Which is actually really looking up lately. Got some new amazing staff members recently. Angel, Marina and Christina all joined the ranks and have been really been awesome so far. Samantha also recently rejoined staff which has been really awesome. I love all the staff and all the members. It makes me happy. :3

Day 8 - Post a song to match your mood.
[audio:http://so-starstruck.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/06-Name.mp3|titles=Name]

I chose “Name” by Fireflight. I don’t know if this is necessarily a song that matches my mood. I’m not in a specific type of mood right now. But I know this song (mostly the last verse) is just a song that I really identify with. I listen to it when I start feeling invisible because it reminds me that I’m not invisible to God. I’ve felt pretty invisible for most of my life. It’s something I really struggle with. I don’t necessarily want to be the center of attention, but sometimes I feel so unloved, unwanted and just ignored by all. It’s probably more in my head and more my own doing than anything else. I tend to push people away when they start to get close. I have some serious trust issues, apparently.

I probably should have posted this song this morning though:

[audio:http://so-starstruck.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/02-The-Worst-Day-Ever.mp3|titles=The Worst Day Ever]

:V Pretty appropriate since I definitely didn’t start off my day very good. Simple Plan always delivers on the relevant songs! That’s why I love them! Well, one of the reasons anyway!

Also I’m editing this bit in because I had every intention to include this in today’s post but forgot about it! As you all know I joined Weight Watchers in April and for seven weeks the Weight Watchers community is all working together to Lose For Good. Today is Lose-A-Palooza, a one-day social media event created to encourage participation in the Lose For Good campaign to benefit Share Our Strength and Action Against Hunger. For every accepted mention or acknowledgment of Lose For Good made on September 14th through blogs, Twitter, Facebook and check-ins via foursquare, Weight Watchers will donate $1 – up to $60,000 to Share Our Strength and Action Against Hunger. I hope you’ll join Weight Watchers and support this cause, too!

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